my rants

2008-12-31T13:02:00.002+08:00

2008 has been a roller coaster year. It was probably the most dramatic and fucked up year.
But I'm confident that 2009 will be a good one ((:

Yanyi: Thank you for being there when I always needed you. You know we read each other's mind damn scarily. BUT STILL.... You owe me half a pack.

Jerilyn: We were suppose to meetup since I don't know when, but it's not happening yet. The last time we met was during YY's birthday. Please call me soon.

Cherie and Fee: I know our lives are damn fucked up now, but I'm sure we'll go through it together((: And thank you Cherie, I have FOUR days to replace. GOODNESS. I've seen your worst last night, I'm sure things will be better now. Fee, I am going to text you now to make sure you are alright((:

HC: Thankyou for trying when I turn you off damn badly. But now, I am going to giveup cos' you and I know my presence is not going to make a difference. And like what you've said, I move on easily. It's time for you to move on instead too.

2008-12-31T04:06:00.001+08:00

I'm probably going to have the best new year ((: And I'm really glad for it. Thank you "Mr. President".

2008-12-26T18:27:00.001+08:00

and I wish that we could do it again 
Cause you never took the time to know me

2008-12-24T05:36:00.002+08:00

For those who know the reason, thankyou for everything.
For those who think you should know, I will tell you soon ((:

And to the very nice fee(if you are reading) please STOP eating chweekueh so much, it's so unhealthy! And I've been really glad to work with you. It just makes time pass faster after what happened.

2008-12-23T01:01:00.000+08:00

I'd probably have the worst christmas this year ):

2008-12-21T23:35:00.001+08:00

I don't know how often you come here.
Just let me know soon that you're fine cos' I'm not.

2008-12-19T14:31:00.005+08:00

And I hate how much
I love you boy (yeah) 
I can’t stand how much I need you (I need you) 
And I hate how much I love you boy (ooh) 
But I just can’t let you go 
And I hate that I love you so.. 

Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I 
Love you beyond the reason why 
And it just ain’t right 


I am getting sick and tired of work and it's getting me nowhere.
Christmas this year does not quite make an impact on me, the mood is not even there.

I need to do something about it. Life is shit so far...

2008-12-12T00:14:00.002+08:00

I DO NOT LIKE THE PERSON THAT I AM WORKING WITH NOW. LUCKILY THERE IS ONLY ONE MORE DAY LEFT.

Life couldn't get any better, except with times that I get turn off easily. Besides that, I think I should be okay ((: Doing well and fine.

PRCP's still quite alright though. Results and everything are fine too(:

So.... everything seems fine right. BUT there is still something missing ):

2008-12-03T18:34:00.004+08:00

Why is everybody's night shift so happening while mine just passed like a normal day. TSK. And I'm having OT posting now!

When I first entered the OT, I was cursing and swearing cos' we need to change when we enter in, so which means we have to change out when we have to go for break. DAMN WASTE TIME, I TELL YOU.

First case that I saw was evacuation of the uterus. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was though. Then watched a Cataract case which reminded me of century egg. eeks.

Then yesterday, I watched a LSCS delivery of a pair of twin. The whole process made me DO NOT want to give birth anymore ): I thought normal delivery was bad enough. But LSCS made it worse ):

Went to endoscopy room today and everything was just OGD and Colonoscopy. All I can say is... they look like pig organs ): AND THE FIRST PERSON I SAW TODAY WAS AYLWIN'S MUM. Goodness, shocking can.

AND I DO NOT LIKE OT POSTING COS' IT'S DAMN COLD.

2008-11-29T00:09:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, its scary to know about the things that you hide. The more perfect it seems, the scarier it is. I don't know what shit am I getting myself into.

2008-11-26T00:32:00.001+08:00

KNNBCCB.

FASTER PICK UP.
Or should I just give up.

ASDFGHJKL!
ROARS.
Damn fucking irritating.

2008-11-22T00:56:00.002+08:00

If you are not interested at all, then don't make it sound as though you are damn enthu about the whole thing. Or rather, if you don't give a fuck about it, then don't even bother. Seriously, if not because of the state we are in now, I swear you wouldn't even be up in the list. KNNBCCB.

Damn fucking pissed off now. ROARS.
ASDFGHJKL.

ANYWAY, on a happier note,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERILYN BITCH!

2008-11-08T22:08:00.000+08:00

i need some love.
it's a need and not a want.

2008-10-23T02:03:00.000+08:00

I've changed my blog song! YAY!
PRCP SUCKS ):

2008-09-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

screwed up life.

2008-09-16T05:32:00.002+08:00

It's only Day One and I wonder how I'll ever survive ):
Stay, don't stray.

2008-09-14T21:57:00.002+08:00

My weekend is just gone like that, having it spent in Bedok Reservoir. But nonetheless, it wasn't that bad. Had a "last" dinner with J at Bukit Timah market before I head home.

There was a conversation that we had that was rather funny. But I'm too tired to think now, so... yea... Next time.

2008-09-11T23:42:00.001+08:00

I love being pat to sleep((:
But now, I am going to sleep without being pat )):

2008-09-10T01:22:00.002+08:00

I think I am being a little paranoid. I keep waking up in the morning and think that I will turn up for the wrong shift at work, just like today. I woke up, happily thinking that it was the weekend and when I realised that my sister was not in bed, I panicked then realised I was working afternoon.

Anyway, met up with YAN(like finally) during my pathetic hour of break. I'm so sorry you had to wait for me for like.... half an hour? And, thank you for the things that you bought/brought.

My ward had a total of 7 patients, 4 student nurses, 2 staff nurses and 1 enrolled nurse. Which means ONE nurse to ONE patient. How many times do you actually get things like that? (Keeping fingers cross and hope this will maintain) Dream on, Alvina.

Had 3 bodyguards waiting for me outside the lift. Rocher beancurd for supper then home((: I am going to plan my schedule now and OFF days, here I come ((:

Ehh, okay nights.

2008-09-07T22:33:00.004+08:00

The weekend passed really fast. If only attachments were to pass that fast too. Oh well, I should stop ranting and lamenting about it and make good use of my attachments. HAHAHA. RIGHT.

Photos from yesterday.

2008-09-07T01:13:00.002+08:00

The days have been alright.
Patients/ relatives go.....

Can I get some water?
Can I have a straw?
Can I get some food cos I'm hungry?
When will I get my results?
Can I lower the aircon?
Can I have the remote to the TV?
Can I have my dressing change? (asked me every 2 hours, you tell me can die anot.)
Can I go to the toilet?
Can you wait outside?

Tell me, can die anot?!?! Why dont all of you all die and give me your money!

Don't happily make me change my shift and then tell me there is nothing planned on that day. It seriously pisses me off.
Have been quite pms-sy. So don't piss me off further.

On a happier note, met up with the girls today after 2 weeks. Queued for more than an hour before we could sit and have dinner. Chilled a little and ate Leonice's birthday cake. Talked and rant about attachments, gossiped, talked about Ale's country in space and how she goes back riding a bicycle with an umbrella. It made us laugh till we teared. Took MJ's nerdy specs and played around with it.

TO MINGHUI! I DON'T LIKE YOU COS YOU DIDN'T TURN UP TODAY WHEN EVERYONE DID. YOU ARE SO ANNOYING!

I never meant to not make you my priority. I've told you that I never liked getting used to things.

2008-09-02T06:03:00.005+08:00

The first week of attachment was not as great as I thought it would be.
The second week, it was worse.

It feels weird having to do all the skills over again after not doing them for a long period of time. Feeling a little lost at first, but there were nice preceptors to guide us.

Talks here and there, and I haven't started signing the logbook yet. I swear the PDA is damn annoying and I am the drug guide takes damn long to load. Now, who says it's faster to use a PDA than to use MIMS. TSK. I still think that MIMS will be faster.

My dog's like sick now cos I think he caught a flu while sleeping in the room, and he's having diarrhoea too ): But he's still fat, so I don't know if it's good or bad.

HELLO YOU BOTH, I MISS YOU TWO! and I think we need to catch up soon((:

AND I MISS THE TIMES WHEN WE WERE AWAY ):

oh! i feel like eating chocs now. damn cute right.

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY LEONICE!

I don't like getting used to things, don't make it happen.

2008-08-31T01:55:00.004+08:00

Work on Friday was not very good. Apparently, I wasn't a very happy girl after shit happened. 200 freaking dollars flew away just like that. PISSED.

But the night was being made up for((:

This morning's brunch was perfect too. But I spent most of my time waiting for buses the whole of today which freaking pisses me off. 67 took like donkey years to come and I was almost late for training, 14 took damn long cos we missed 2 buses. and 97 took years to come plus the fact that I was damn tired after training.

Talking about training, I have never trained so hard and much before that I feel the aching immediately after training. Usually, or rather most of the time, I would only feel the aches the next day. But today was asdfghjkl.

HELLO GIRLS, I am missing you all very much. Please meet up soon or not I will forget how you all look like. I was looking through the photos, and these are what I've found((: 'cept for the fact that there are a few missing girl(s) here and there. Look how different we are now.

It is blissful to have what I've wished for, and I hope that there'll be more in time to come(:

2008-08-28T00:56:00.002+08:00

Attachment today seems tiring and I don't know why. It doesn't seem like I've done alot today too. roars. Met up with Henry after work for BillyBombers the food was great ((:

Met up with J and co. in town, walked around with a headache which didn't go away even after a Panadol Extra ):

I am lazy to blog today so maybe I will continue tomorrow or something. I am not looking forward to the 15th Sept. SAVA's coming too and I haven't quite train for it. Well done. This post is quite random, so.... To be continued soon.

The blissful moments that constantly make me think of you isn't helping when time passes so fast.

2008-08-26T22:47:00.003+08:00

In random order...

Steamboat at my place which was damn long ago

VillaBali at night after celebrating Nick's bday.
Giving surprises to the YAN.
Going all the way back to school to celebrate Nurse's Day.
Having the girl's to celebrate my bday((:
Ehh.. Random class photos?
Racial Harmony
To rushing and all the hours spent for FYP.
Ehh, this is damn long ago, from SDBF
Kusu Island rowing
MH's bday
Some block party at old school

Today has been ohhh-kayy.
AND!! WALAO EHH! NUH is paying for CA and PRCP! What nonsense is this! I am so not happy )):

On the other hand, life has been good so far. Or at least for the time being, besides the fact that my afternoon shift has been moved to 130 instead of the usual 1pm. which means i end at 930pm instead. Working morning shift tomorrow too ):

YAN is finally back! but she is not replying my msg. tsk. ohhh.. i think im seeing her online. HA.

youarelove(:

2008-08-25T23:21:00.002+08:00

I think it's time for me to start reviving this dead blog. Probably going to start by ranting about attachments again.

A totally new environment for attachment this time since I'm being posted to RH. Walked in looking like blur in the morning and I realised that the first bus from my house to RH is at 6.30. Which apparently isn't a very good thing cos' I may be late for work if anything happens on the way.

Had a new name tag given to us by the hospital, so we are all wearing RH's name tag. And just when I thought that I would die of hunger in RH, the CI was being sweet and nice enough to tell us the cheaper food ranges around the area. Now to think about it, I think I would die of fatness after the whole 24 weeks. We get the chance to request for certain shifts for PRCP too. Somehow, it doesn't seem as strict as the other hospitals.

AND! A freaking suite in RH costs like..... $2500 PER NIGHT. I swear people who pay for that kinda money are just a little too rich.(Maybe I should go there and ask, coffee tea or me?) It has a room which looks exactly like a hotel, a toilet with shower, BATHTUB and toiletbowl(like duh) and a small area for like... a few sofa. The place is just.... GRAND.

Now, hopefully I will enjoy my 24 freaking weeks there((:

2008-06-18T02:38:00.006+08:00

Stop being a fucking ass and making it sound as though it's my fucking fault that I moved on. Yes, I admit it was my mistake IN THE FIRST PLACE, but you fucking moved on. So, I don't see why can't I?
Just look at your fucking friendster. "MRS *****." So much for saying you miss me? HA.

Go and tell all your friends now what I have done la hurr. Yes, IT'S MY FAULT. Does this ring a bell and sound familiar to you? I should probably thank you for that.

HA. What a fucking joke, seriously.
I'm waiting to hear stories that are going around soon.
Stop making a fool out of yourself.

This wasn't what I wanted, but you made me do it. Unless you have an explanation, which I don't think you do.

2008-06-18T00:06:00.003+08:00

~~Things might have been better if you told me that earlier...~~
~~Instead of leaving me to move on.~~

2008-06-15T04:14:00.002+08:00

Hello Yan,

I wonder if you read this cos I haven't been here for long, but I hope you are already sleeping. I know it hasn't been easy for the past i-don't-know-how-many months, but we know you gave it your all. At least Jer and I agreed. As much as you were there for me when I needed someone to hear my rants, you know I'll be here too(: Like what you've said, just a phonecall(missed call) away((:

You know it wouldn't be easy, just like how I thought mine wouldn't too. It's going to be hard to tell you not to think about it cos' you know it's impossible. All the smiles and "i'm okay" are not going really work. But trust me, everything's going to be fine(: It just takes a little time.

And don't forget to help me thank your mummy too((:

p.s Maybe we can start thinking about FQ instead.

2008-06-06T01:59:00.002+08:00

I wish I didn't climb this high cos' I realised I have fallen hard.

2008-02-29T00:23:00.003+08:00

It was a good getaway, having nice and funny friends with me too(:
What could get any better. The past 6 days were spent:

shopping
eating
massaging
sleeping(okay, maybe for me only)
and more shopping

Oh oh, and we went to see houses. I swear they are damn nice and I really wanna live in there, if only for the location.

Unglam-ness for the past six days too. Well, not really for me, but yea.... for the ten years friend that I have.

While touching down from the plane, I really thought I missed the place and probably the people. Now that I have touched down and I'm home, I wished I didn't had to come back. The getaway was more of a running away instead.

ASDFGHJKL

2008-02-23T00:53:00.001+08:00

I think I have issues with myself.
I hope I will be able to get over it when I'm back.

2008-02-13T21:05:00.002+08:00

Ten things specially for FELICIA(:

1. Break up with your boyfriends
Why must break up? I still love you what
2. Dont fall in love if you dont want to get hurt
Fall in love is quite fun what (:
3. Single is still the best
Single later lonely how?
4. Marry is not a good choice
Getting married is good. Husband die, you get ALL his money.
5. Spend more time with me
Who is always the one who pangseh us?
6. Let's play mahjong
I ALSO WANT TO PLAY!!!
7. Let's go eat. I'm hungry
Okay, but not at random places
8. Stop spending money.I'm one of the shopping freak
I think now you spend more.
9. "Go DIE" LOL and...
You like people to die so that you have no friends right? HURHURHUR
10. THANK YOU
YAY! AND I love you (:

2008-02-10T00:32:00.000+08:00

Old habits are hard to die. And this is bad cos' I think I'm going back to my old self ):

All the best, alvina.

Goodnight.

2008-02-07T10:24:00.000+08:00

fucked up morning.
What a way to start the new year.

2008-02-03T21:51:00.000+08:00

After dying it 3 times, my hair now is RED ):
I am so sad, devastated, depressed. (whatever you can describe)

2008-02-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

I seriously swear that the school is damn freaking fucked up. Someone in my class please tell me which Thursday DID WE EVER have PAS tutorial in school? Anyway, I received a warning letter that states that I haven't been attending class. I'm seriously okay with the school sending the letter, but not ANYHOW state that I don't attend class on days which I don't even have lessons.

I got freaking screwed for my hair colour less than 10 minutes after I entered the house. WHICH FUCKING PERSON SAID THAT DYING HAIR MEANS I'M A BAD GIRL.
knnbccb. You mean I have to wait until I become 50 then I can dye my hair.

Who says painting my nails is wrong when I go to school. So much for saying I can do that after I graduate and start working. TELL ME WHICH FUCKING HOSPITAL ALLOW NURSES TO PAINT THEIR FUCKIG NAILS.

I swear I am being nice by not talking back or whatsoever. And it's not like I've never walked out of house before.

So anyway, this was what happened within 20 minutes after I got home.
And yea, I am going to dye my hair AGAIN tomorrow. Fucked up.
Sometimes I seriously don't understand why I always listen and not talk back.

Thank you for hearing me rant(:
It seriously did make me feel better.

2008-01-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

Seven different things to the different people that I want to tell. If you understand, you would probably know what happened the past 2 to 3 days. Sometimes I just don't feel like explaining or telling things to anyone and sometimes I wonder why do I even blog.

I didn't know you could be this selfish to only think for yourself. It's not like we like you anyway, we just accept you for who you are and give in to you(At least that's what I do). Sometimes I just think that some people really do only think about themselves.

Don't take my kindness as my weakness. I have an attitude too and I am just waiting for the day to come.

I am glad you did well for your O's. Your hardwork paid it all off (: I'm proud of you too.

Thank you all of you girls for the going to be 2 years. I know I can count on you all in the future no matter what happens(:

You know I am independent but yet, you are okay with me being dependent on you. Thank you for the times you hear me rant (:

I hope you are okay already cos you really scare me just now. But you know I will always be here for you if you need me(you know the other girls will too).

I still miss you like I always do, but sometimes, certain things are not meant to be said. You know I wouldn't say things like that too.

2008-01-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

I have been feeling a little emotional lately. It's just a little bit more.
Thank you Esther for asking whether I am fine. No worries, I am really fine ((:

I guess I just need some time for some self-reflection.

2008-01-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

I wouldn't mind more of what I had today (:
It seems blissful, but I think I should just wake up from it.

Okay, back to the dreadful assignments and projects and tests.
ROARS.
Someone just kill me.
Or a kiss would do ((:
OKAY, REALITYYY

2008-01-18T10:36:00.000+08:00

I am so proud to say I finished the 2 assignments!!!!
It was a week of not sleeping well, not having enough sleep. Worrying and stressing about the assignments.
And I finally had a proper night of sleep, although now I don't sleep as much, but still..... ((:

But I so did not have to wake up to the attitude that you give in the morning. I don't need you to spoil the rest of my day.

I wish I could just tell you straight that I missed you but I know you wouldn't bother, at least that's what I think.

2008-01-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

I am so stuck with my assignment, I wish I can just kill myself now.
I've got so much to say, but the feeling of typing is just too.......

I just need the one to be there for me to rant everything out.
And I just want it to be you...

2008-01-10T23:17:00.000+08:00

Basic Theory
Basic Theory
Basic Theory
Basic Theory
Basic Theory
Basic Theory
Basic Theory

I hope I don't fail.

2008-01-10T00:17:00.000+08:00

There is this sudden feeling of being emo and this isn't quite a good sign. ROARS.
It must be mixing around with Esther too much. HA.

NS3 presentation over
BCLS Practical over

I PASSED BCLS PRACTICAL AT FIRST ATTEMPT!!!

Things left:
PAS paper
Basic theory
BCLS theory
DKA care plan
Individual Assignment on Burns
Integrated Assignment

I still yearn for the one who calls me Babi.

2007-12-29T12:37:00.000+08:00

The week has been not-that-bad.

The girls came over for a Christmas dinner and gathering. Woke up really early that day to help Mummy out with the food and stuff. Did silly things downstairs and wanted to stay up all night, but I slept in the end.

Both the boys ended up being the cook of the day. HA.

Dinner and Yiwei's place on Christmas Eve, drink, drank but not drunk. He has nice and funny friends.

Town on Christmas which was a wrong choice, everywhere was full of people. Met up with Esther for cheesecake at NYDC ((:

Dinner at Ikea on Wednesday and I went to watch National Treasure. It's a superduper thumbs up show, totally love it((:

Thursday was meeting Esther, ZC and Leonice. Watched I Am Legend. Wrong choice of movie, different people have different views of it but it's definitely not something that I like. roars.

Went to school today for project and then lunch/dinner after that. The food was great, the company was better.

While waiting for the call, I am going back to sleep.

School is going to be dreadful ):

And I'm not quite liking my life now either. Eveything just doesn't seem to be in place. Maybe I'm just pms-ing. ROARS.

I think I'm giving up, it may not be a bad decision afterall.

2007-12-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

Writing is supposed to be therapeutic.
But its not when there's an element of fear
that people you don't want to read your stuff,
are actually reading into your every alphabet.

The day I stop bothering, would be the day I give up.

2007-12-19T22:15:00.000+08:00

Met up with Esther and the 2 boys for a double date. Walked around town here and there, the usuals I suppose. Then the 2 boys left and we met up with ZC and Leonice for dinner. Wanted to eat ChickenRice at Fareast, but by the time we went there... It was closed ):

I'm going to meet up with Esther tomorrow again for a special outing(: I think it's going to be fun. Okay, I am lazy to blog. I feel superduper broke, maybe not feel, I am.

Why does everything I eat seems so bitter. It's not a psychological, but it's real.

I suddenly thought of you and the things we used to do.

2007-12-17T13:35:00.000+08:00

ALL guys are dumb. They are(:
And I don't think it's an overstatement, cos they are(:
They only eat and sleep and watch soccer and play PlayStation.
That's all they do. And then they just go to sleep.

I'm just quite sexist.

2007-12-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

M**** made me cried, bloody fucking attachment. She gave me a fucking 2 for dress code. I feel like whining about it, but then again, attachment is something that is very subjective and it's over anyway. I didn't cry cos' she gave me a 2, but the questions that she bombed me with ):

So yea, after talking to Quek, he told me that all these shouldn't matter at all, what matters most is what I've learnt for attachment.

One more day and it's over ((: Thank god for Esther during this 2 weeks. Without her, I don't think I would survive. I think she got a shock when she saw me teared, sorry Esther (:

Esther and her cute baby. She loves L1.

This is L2, super cute right? But he has jaundice(shut up girls, I know what you want to say) He is my favourite. Okay, I'm quite biased too (:
He drinks the millk damn fast and he tends to vomit out after that.

This is a few hours baby that was just born. I think it was born 2 hours before I took it.

This was probably a 3 hour baby.

This was taken 1 or 2 weeks ago during the standard chartered marathon. Quite random though.

After O&G posting, I feel like having a baby. I think they are so adorable and... fragile? Ha. And I would want a boy, they are even more adorable.(I don't care if they have jaundice not. TSK) Not like I can choose the sex of the baby, but still... a boy would be really cute(:

And after seeing many cases of abortion, I feel sad for the foetus. Not like I can do anything about it, but i just saw a 11 week foetus that was being aborted by a 17 year old girl.

A freaking 17 year old going for abortion and she doesn't even look like she bothers about it. It seems like she is just any other patient feeling ill and she seems so expressionless about the loss of her baby. I don't think I empathise with her cos I don't think she feels remorseful or sad about it. I just feel sad for the foetus, afterall it's a life that was taken away.

Oh well, here comes the ethical issue. Whether aborting the baby is a right choice cos she may not be able to afford to take care of the baby even if she were to give birth to it. Many cases which cannot be explained, it made me kinda think about it for awhile.

OH WELL, please wear a condom if you want to have sex. That's the bottomline sentence, or better still, abstain from it lah and nothing will happen(:

2007-12-10T05:40:00.000+08:00

I think somehow I should be contented with what I have and not ask for more, right?

2007-12-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

I seriously hope everyone is doing fine, cos apparently I have nothing to do ): Like NOTHING ):
And we have run out of gossips too ):
So yea, 4 more days in Ward 43.

I hope I'll survive cos having a runny nose and sorethroat on the first day isnt quite helping.

2007-11-30T13:25:00.001+08:00

Finally, the dreadful Common Tests are over and now, I hope I can do well for NSL and maybe NS3. As for PAS.... I hope I can pass, but somehow I doubt so. 2 to 3 more days to relax and enjoy myself before the attachment starts. Thank you MISS OH ZICHEE for braving the superduper heavy rain on Wed just to shelter me over. You know I love you (:
BUT.. Please be nice and don't tell people my secret. HA.

I don't know if I should feel happy or not going to KK, but at least I have Esther to accompany and entertain me. It's somehow like a love-hate relationship with attachment ):

For those who are having attachments, have fun and I hope we'll enjoy it (:
For those who are having holidays first(i think its only alethia right?) have fun enjoying your holidays(:

And I just realised that we have 10 days but the second batch one has only 8 days cos of the 2 public holiday. DAMN.

2007-11-17T22:25:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since I've been here proper. School has been taking half my life, I think it's going to take another half of the other half. (which isn't very good)

Oh well, the photos shall do the talking since I haven't quite post up photos for a long time.

Mummy and Us during Cousin's wedding (:

The CrazyGirl and I

School without them can never be fun.

The VeryNice group of friends that I totally loveThe totally BIMBO in class
I think this looks funny. HA.

And yea, the dumb ZC and I were playing around.

It's considered PlayTherapy afterall right?

I watched A Walk To Remember and I teared again ):

asdfghjkl.

This year's Christmas Party will be themed a PJ Party ((:

2007-11-10T11:29:00.000+08:00

I don't know why but I am having a terrible headache, but then again, I think it's the lack of sleep. Therefore, I am going to sleep now((:

And I think I should start studying.

you could be my unintended choice
to live my life extended
you should be the one i'll always love

i'll be there as soon as i can
but i'm busy mending broken
pieces of the life i had before

2007-11-03T21:16:00.000+08:00

Just when I thought my Chinese wasn't that bad, the TV showed Caucasians singing in Chinese. The PERFECT kind of Chinese that makes me feel demoralised now. DAMN.

I bought ChickenPie and I gave it to my Sister in the end.

2007-10-23T08:45:00.000+08:00

I am going to KfuckingK for attachment ):

Okay I am going to KKH for attachment ):
But I am going to have good attchment mates (:
So, should I be happy?

2007-10-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

School has been great, I have tried not to miss any lectures although I think I've already missed 3 or 4 hours of lectures. Not a bad start((:

Life has been busy and it gets quite annoying when we already have presentations this coming week and the notes get quite irritating and complicating.
Went shopping on Friday and today as well. I had a random thought of becoming a vet, but then again.... I am afraid of ****. HA.

Retail therapy works really well and I kinda forgot what I wanted to blog about already. I think I wanted to say I am quite glad that I have a group of nice friends in school and they really make school fun.(including the gossips, like duh) I think we have become quite bitchy as well. But then again, what's school without gossips.

Met up with Michelle and watching floorball matches have been quite fun too, although the distance really kill.

Met up with Quek today and we did some catching up too. It's been long... I hope he has fun during PRCP.

I realise.... People can't quite be trusted. Before I talk too much about it... I think I shouldn't start sterotyping and I think I should stop being a sexist. ASDFGHJKL.

Goodnight.

JERILYN, you are finally alive. Please study hard(i know you will) but don't stress yourself (: You know I Love You (:

2007-10-11T21:03:00.000+08:00

Holidays are ending !

The first 2 weeks of holidays were spent more on relaxing and catching up on my sleep, followed by camps the whole of third week((:
Then the dreadful attachments for the next 3 weeks, which passed very quickly.

This week is spent relaxing and the chalet was nothing but great(:
Nice company, food, gossiping, and everything(:

I wanted to post up some pictures, but I am feeling rather lazy.
I hope school will be fun ((:

JERILYN ANN LO, we have yet to meet up. So... WHEN?

OH ZICHEE, I should start getting money from you ((: Actually I wanted to ask Fel, but she is rich enough, so I guess no point. HAHAHA

2007-09-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

I am suppose to be doing my case study, which apparently is killing me ):
Not a very good thing. And I am so stuck at the Pharmacology part, somebody just kill me please. It's lantern/mooncake festival and I am not even out carrying a lantern or eating mooncake this year, totally sucks.

OH OH OH. And the most important thing,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OH ZICHEE !

I swear I have never ever put so much photos of the same person. Moreover, it's the little bitch in class. I cannot wait for school to start again, endless of bitching sessions.

Love you little bitch.

2007-09-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

I won't be here for the longest time until I decide to, which will probably be..........
Who knows.

Life is full of surprises.

2007-08-13T20:48:00.000+08:00

To Jerilyn,
(Ehh, I think I've got things to tell you and I kinda figured that you would
1. kinda scold me
2. tell me, what's new)

SO ANYWAY,

I think I ought to be shot dead cos I still haven't start on studying yet.
Plus the fact that I'm still a little sick doesn't help either.
(If the boy reads this, he will kill me too)

2007-08-11T16:45:00.000+08:00

I miss YOU.
Not you, not her, not him.
I don't know if you knew.

2007-08-03T00:10:00.000+08:00

To the always nonsensical and irritating sister,

HAPPY BITHDAY TO YOU !>

Enjoy your birthday and stay happy okay (:
AND STOP BEING IRRITATING ALWAYS.

p/s Although it your birthday, please don't forget to study.

2007-07-27T21:45:00.000+08:00

The link for last week' photos. Minghui's and Yasmin's bday.
click HERE

And the link for yesterday's gathering.
PHOTOS((:

I am going back to the research again ):

2007-07-06T09:32:00.000+08:00

First it was Penang trip.

Followed by the cousin's wedding, and my Aunt came back all the way and extended her stay here for another day cos she got the date wrong. She paid close to 1k for that another day ):

The hair which my cousin did for me despite her wedding (:

Went to wish my dear neighbour happy birthday despite the tiredness (totally love the cheesecake which his mummy and siste baked)

Then came JuneRace. The race which Mark and I rowed together in different team.

Caught up with the both of them after so long (:

Went to the Zoo(finally) on YouthDay.

Apparently we caught them while they were having sex. This was probably the funniest photo.
School is starting and somehow the holidays seem to pass damn fast.
I will work towards my GPA.
I must work towards my GPA.
No more skipping of lectures, tutorials, etc. (hopefully lah)
No more being late to school.
err. RIGHT.

KingKong is irritating cos she made some retarded rules about having the appropriate attire when we enter her school. Piece of crap, let's see if she has anything to say to Seok and I later.

Met up with YT and Gary and somehow, so much things have changed and happened. Mr Au YT, if you are reading this, please update me about what happened after we left okay (: You know we all think alike. *winks* HA.

2007-07-02T22:31:00.000+08:00

She just has this oh-so-typical IJ girl emo writings. HA.

And I realise,
the more she tries to be an IJ girl, the more it turns us off.

The typical bitchfit.
MISS ANN LO, let's meet up soon before my holiday ends ((:

2007-06-15T10:42:00.000+08:00

IT'S RAINING AND I SO DO NOT WANT TO GO TO WORK.

Anyway, I have heard that alot are complaining about attachments and how asdfghjkl it is.
Well, ENDURE. It's only about a week left or so, and I feel like complaining about it too. But I guess mine isn't that bad, except the fact that there is irritating Sister who wants almost everything to perfection.

Like how the tables need to be all aligned to one direction, no foodtrays to be brought into the nurse's room, how I can't wear my watch on my wrist( but she is wearing one on her wrist)

How S**I makes a big fuss about me not going and I think she actually came all the way to talk to the hospital to talk to me about it, how she complains about Year 2s wearing Crocs and other shoes instead of the STANDARDISED shoes which looks fugly.
BUT BUT BUT !
She didn't complain about my hair ! That's quite a good thing though.

How the CI keeps asking us about medications. I think I/we cannot communicate with her well.
For example, she will ask a 'why" question and when we answer her, she will say it's not what she wants, then she will tell you the answer, but her answer that she gives will be a 'what' guestion answer. Get it ? If you don't, I don't either.

How I need to rush here and there this 2 weeks cos there is so much things going on for this month. It totally sucks.

I NEED A DRESS FOR MY COUSIN'S WEDDING ! Please tell me HOW cos I ain't got the time to go shopping as well. I will probably end up getting a top and wearing a pants instead.

JERILYN ANN LO ! I am missing THE idiot.

2007-06-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

Penang was GREAT !

Everything there was great, 'cept the race itself I suppose.

Momo-ed for 2 nights, and the drinks there are cheeaaappp.

Definitely great company. Totally love it (:

Err. I will post the photos once I get hold of it.(which will probably be a month later)

For now, its ATTACHMENTS and ATTACHMENTS )):

Kill me please.

And my hair )):

I changed the colour, but still......

I think I wanna change another colour again ):

AND I WANNA GO TO THE ZOO !

Someone please be nice and bring me there, I wanna see reptiles (:

The place that we rowed in Penang. Lovely place, but err... not very nice environment.

2007-06-05T21:45:00.000+08:00

I AM GOING TO SET UP A ******AND********* FAN CLUB ! (is it called fan club?)

The current members:

Me
Esther
Bidan
Zichee
Leonice

and err.. still recruiting. FELICIA AND MINGHUI, I think you both got no reason to not join too(: EHH YanYi, I think you got no reason not to join too.

I think it will be like the hottest of the hottest topic among us.

ANYWAY, are we still going stalking tomorrow anot ?

CRAPSHIT ! I don't know why my hair stands when we talk about it.

BUT before we can do anything, please think of a url first, and DON'T EVER come up with something like..... i love you 4eva. I WILL JUST KILL YOU !

2007-05-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

It has been really long since the last update. Life has been full of ups and downs, enough to write a novel. Rushing assignments, school work, having CommonTests coming up. The Great Singapore Sale is here, but I haven't seen anything that I fancy. Oh well... Good things are worth waiting (:

Photos shall sum everything up (:

The whole group who went to watch Spiderman 3

During one of the campsWe happen to be in the same class but we hardly see each other. Stupid MungkukThe guy leader who always absents himselfThey say he/she was my long lost childFreaky/Ugly babiesDo we even look alike?He clips his hair while taking his practical examMy darling in schoolTrio who went to watch Pirates Of The Caribbean Marathon. LOVELY (:

The SillyOne who loves taking UGLY photos

Met up today for dinner

Her boobs are damn hard I tell you

She took my unfitted mask and played with it

I love my hair colour, but I have to say GoodBye to it soon ))):

Alright, it's a post full of pictures.

I need to MUGMUGMUG !

2007-05-01T00:35:00.000+08:00

I am here to remind myself that DBX has to send me her photos or not I will post her baby picture online. Okay, for those who read this, remind me one week later too ((:
HAHAHA.

2007-04-24T00:01:00.000+08:00

A sudden twist and turn in life, something that I'm looking forward to and afraid to lose.
She means everything to me and I'd rather lose everything than to lose her.

2007-04-18T21:07:00.000+08:00

I was supposed to put up photos, but yesterday was kinda fucked up during the day.

School has been not-so-great afterall and I still can't confirm if I am going for Penang Race. School's such a drag and I suppose it will be a busy semester. Now, should I go for lecture tomorrow morning?

Daddy's going Shanghai on Saturday till for a month and when he's back, Mummy will leave for somewhere in China too. DAMN ! I want to go Shanghai too !

This woman here wasn't feeling well, so I went to her house all the way from town to buy MeePok and the VERY NICE Jacob's biscuit (: I hope you are feeling better in every way.

The pretty flowers that I got today. It was quite weird carrying it around in school, but it was sweet (: Totally love it (:

I seriously think Nursing Science taught by M**** was just a freaking waste of our time, or rather mine. I think I can read the slides better off than her.

Ehh I don't know why no photos.

There is this girl who still makes me fly when she talks to me.

2007-04-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

Seriously, fuck it.

It has been a long long while since I've blogged. Slogged like mad to replace my 2 days of MC from work and it definitely ain't fun. Somehow when things happen over and over again, you get sick and tired of it happening again. I definitely applaud those who can go through things that happen again and again like a menstrual cycle. (okay, I think there is no link)

10km race on Saturday and I somehow don't feel good about it. I suppose it's about trying to please eveyone.

School started being very messy and I hope it'll get better as the week oass. I think I will put up photos tomorrow if time permits me to (:

2007-04-07T00:24:00.000+08:00

It's never been easy for me
To find words to go along with a melody
But this time there's actually something on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines
Since I met you my whole life has changed
It's not just my furniture you've re-arranged
I was living in the past
But somehow you've brought me back
and I haven't felt like this since before Frankie said relax
and now I know based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I'm asking you is
Don't write me off just yet

For years I've been telling myself the same old story
That I'm happy to live off my so called former glories
but you've given me a reason
to take another chance
now I need you despite the fact
that you've killed all my plants
and now I know
i've already blown more chances
than anyone should ever get
all I'm asking you is
don't write me off just yet
don't write me off just yet

It's been a while since I've last blog, maybe not that long, but still long lar. Things are happening too fast that sometimes I can't even keep up with my life. Scary, but I guess it's life. Alright, I shall stop being emo and start thinking positive about school when it starts.

Coxing on Wednesday was quite fun, but then again, THERE WASN'T ANY SUN ): The sun appeared out only on Thursday. Some idiots(patients) in the hospital have been irritating the shit out of me and I just feel like slapping them and flushing them down the toiletbowl.

Met up with Fiona today, told her my messy life story, crapped, talked nonsense, ate at Fish and Co. then met up with Jerry and head to Safra Toa Payoh for some movie session a few team mates.

I'm too tired already, Goodnight (:

2007-04-02T10:22:00.000+08:00

And so Friday was spent in the hospital then home to sleep till the next day, then had to head to Mandai for QingMing(?) in the morning. Lunch was at ChongPang before I rushed to Kallang for coxing.

I like coxing, but I think I still prefer rowing (:

Training on Sunday was okay, then headed for AGM meeting then to town. Slacked at TCC with a few rowers and we actually went to take neoprints. Goodness, imagine 2 teachers taking neos too. Will scan them out soon.

Today was a not so nice day cos apparently a patient who got discharged got re-admitted and she those who sucks my blood. I seriously felt like killing her at that moment. But I guess all's well (:

What is Anorexia ?

A person with anorexia initially begins dieting to lose weight. Over time, the weight loss becomes a sign of mastery and control. The drive to become thinner is actually secondary to concerns about control and/or fears relating to one's body. The individual continues the endless cycle of restrictive eating often to a point close to starvation in order to feel a sense of control over the body. This cycle becomes an obsession, and is similar to any type of drug or substance addiction.

Signs and Symptoms

-Thin appearance
-Abnormal blood counts
-Fatigue
-Dizziness or fainting
-Brittle nails
-Hair that thins, breaks or falls out
-Soft, downy hair covering the body
-Absence of menstruation
-Dry skin
-Intolerance of cold
-Irregular heart rhythms
-Low blood pressure
-Dehydration
-Refusal to eat
-Denial of hunger
-Excessive exercise
-Flat mood, or lack of emotion
-Difficulty concentrating
-Preoccupation with food

Seriously, pretty meh?

Okay, enough about that. It looks damn sick.

Now, I want to go and sleep. So... goodnight (:

2 long overdued photos. Don't you think he's cute? He's damn innocent and yes, I can relate to him like my younger brother. He's really damn innocent lar.

Sending them off at the airport and apparently I'm the only one who didn't go to India with them. HURRY BACK HOME AND DON'T COME BACK BLACK.

JERILYN, when is our date ?

2007-03-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

Training did take my mind off things for awhile, but not for a long term effect. I am dead tired now and I hope I will be able to get up in time for work.

I didn't dream last night, but I thought of it the moment I got up this morning. So much for not thinking hur.

I don't know what to do this weekend ):

2007-03-28T10:11:00.000+08:00

Who the fuck dreams of the same idiot 2 nights in a row. Well... I did and I think I'm thinking too much again. Fuck that.

2007-03-27T21:34:00.000+08:00

If I did what P and G did, would THE one even care.
okay, fuck that.

BUT...
You know I will never do that. Not at the risk of my liver and immune system.
Somehow, I do kinda miss THE one and it feels really weird not having her around though we talk occasionally. Enough of the nonsense.

I feel lonely when I walk/bus back from the hospital. Fuck that too.
I was suppose to go to the zoo coming Saturday, but crap arised and so it was cancelled. Fuck that also.

Seriously, I don't know what I want in my life now. CRAP.
I want to get my powerboat licence. Anyone wants to join me?

2007-03-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

Alright, new life now and I guess I'm still quite happy with it (:
Attachment was ohhkayy lar, but somehow, I ended up self entertaining myself.

Camps for the past one and a half week was tiring but great I suppose (: Okay lar, totally love it (:

So now I have to suffer another 18 days of freaking attachment and I am having negative thoughts about it. CRAP.

FELICIA TANG YUN LI, if you are reading this, please ask me out before going India.

All this precise moment
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That's holding me all night
I don't know how I found you
I am thankful that I have
That I have a love so true
To hold to keep to share

In my heart I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be with you until the very end
In this world
There is no place I've never been
You are my life, my soul, my girl
And through the all I know you come to see
That you are the one till the end (We'll always be till the end)

All my friends around me
Say you ll be gone too soon
Baby, I'm gona make them see
We'll find out way back home

2007-03-14T07:30:00.000+08:00

This was what I was suppose to do before my attachment starts.

Visit to the Zoo (It's been long since I ever went there)
Visit to Sungei Buloh Wetland Reserve (I have never been there)
Try to get something to do before attachment (Dad's nagging)
SAVE money and not SPEND
Satisfy my cravings at SuperDog
At least do a camp (err provided the kids are adorable and sensible)

Apparently I have only did camps, which also means finding something to do before attachments starts and although I managed to save money in camp, I happily spent them on shopping on the 2 days after I break camp. Not a very good thing in fact.

Results are coming out in an hour's time. Goodness, I hope I don't fail anything. Okay, I am going back to sleep now.

2007-03-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

DAMN ! I AM HAVING BAD CRAMPS AND NOW I DON'T KNOW IF I"M HUNGRY OR IS IT JUST CRAMPS. ASDFGHJKL.

I actually wanted to type a whole load of crap, but my cramps are giving me a hard time, therefore... I will blog when I am back.

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND VERY VERY MUCH AND I WILL MISS HER.
(Please be good and don't mess around)

2007-03-03T23:10:00.000+08:00

Town-ed yesterday with THE Girlfriend, then bought tomatoes and ham back to her place to make salad. Her friend came, ate as well, watched TV, then cabbed home AGAIN.

Slept almost the whole day and then had family dinner at Shangri La hotel. I thought the ambience was alright, dinner was ohhh-kayyy. Had to be a nanny to my niece, and I swear she is damn fussy with food. Photos up once I get it from my sister.

I am going to do camps ! YAY ! YAY ! YAY !
(err, I think THE Girl isn't that happy though)

I hope they will be tame kids and not annoy me (:

WHERE IS MY STUPID GIRL WHO SAID SHE WILL MEET ME ONLINE ?
I BET SHE IS WATCHING THE "XIAO ZHU" SHOW AND LEAVING ME ALL ALONE.
DANG.

2007-02-28T13:20:00.000+08:00

1. I gave up my camp all because of my Girlfriend

2. I am going to lead a life of a Pig cos my Girlfriend goes for training and I do not.

3. I think she looks weird now cos her face is as red as a tomato.

4. I am still darker than her although we received the same amount of Sun.

5. Bloody GL training is on TUESDAY and not on a FRIDAY.

6. I miss my Girlfriend very much although I just saw her yesterday and I am going to see her in about half an hour or so.

I can't think of anything else already. Sihua spent 6 months slacking at home(she still is) and I don't know how she waste her time at home SERIOUSLY.

I don't quite like holidays. Maybe a little, but to a certain extent.

They say I can't do 5th to 7th camp cos I'm not yet 20 and that bloody school only wants 20 and above(Sickening school)

But then again, it's good to be young cos I'm always taken care of (: EHHH. I hope I'm still the youngest there leh.

This entry is seriously damn random.
Jerilyn, I miss you very much. WHERE ARE YOU ? Are you collecting your Chinese A's ?

2007-02-25T21:07:00.000+08:00

Things to be done before the attachment starts:

Visit to the Zoo (It's been long since I ever went there)
Visit to Sungei Buloh Wetland Reserve (I have never been there)
Try to get something to do before attachment (Dad's nagging)
SAVE money and not SPEND
Satisfy my cravings at SuperDog
At least do a camp (err provided the kids are adorable and sensible)

Alright, I think that's all so far. I have been lazing at home doing nothing today and my Girlfriend isn't going to meet me tomorrow cos she has to go back to school. Damn.

2007-02-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

If I had another chance, I would make everything perfect.

(Not referring to Girlfriend and I, cos we are both doing fine)

2007-02-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year visiting was rather quiet this year, but I guess I had my share of fun as well. Visiting on the first day, then dinner at Vivo where apparently 90% of the shops weren't open. asdfghjkl.

Went to THE girlfriend's house yesterday and stayed till about late afternoon then headed to Aunt's place. Girlfriend's sister-in-law sent me there which saves me the cab fare (:
And my niece treated me like her nanny ): But she is cute (Definitely cuter than jerilyn's)

Went Sentosa with THE girlfriend and her parents, it was damn crowded and hot, but I guess we enjoyed it (: Stayed for dinner and then home. I spent quite alot on cabs these few days, which isn't a very good thing.

SORRY JERILYN FOR NOT MEETING YOU TODAY, another day okay? Movie my treat okay?

JAEL, I FEEL LIKE KILLING YOU, you owe me alot now.

I'm a little tired to go on, so I guess the photos will take over me (:

Cousins

Apparently cousins too (:

She loves posing like a modelThe 3 whom have grown so much ( The eldest is on the right, the youngest is on the left)

The eldest is still on the right. (The second one seems like the fattest)They are damn fat and adorable.(I still don't know why the eldest is the smallest and the youngest is the fattest. And the fat one is really heavy)

After seeing all the adorable ones, now.. This is a picture of my fat one who refuses to get up even when I'm already at her place.

Although THE girlfriend can get quite ugly at times, I still love her lar.

2007-02-17T10:44:00.000+08:00

I haven't had the mood to really blog. The week was fine except for a few. But I guess all's pretty well and finally got the chance to meet up with jer after I don't know how long.

The BBQ pictures are up. There are on the links (:

Ehh I'll probably blog after Chinese New Year (:

2007-02-10T21:52:00.000+08:00

Like seriously, I don't think I have started studying properly yet and this is damn crap. Just hope that I have the discipline to study tomorrow.
Actually, I think I have to go start studying now.

JERILYN ANN LO, if you are reading this, I have something to tell you (: But I guess it's more of a gossip instead. By the way, are you still alive ?

I feel like playing mahjong ):

MichelleTan, I need to tell you something. Let's meet up soon okay.

2007-02-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

Met up with the SillyOne and had lunch with her, attempted to study too. In the end, she did and I didn't, I even pulled her to go shopping with me. BAD.

Bought a pink shirt and I don't know if I should be happy or sad. It looks nice, but it's.... PINK ))): Well well, I guess it shouldn't be that bad afterall. SillyOne made me smile when we just met and even before we parted, we played "scissors paper stone" damn loudly in the bus.

She played with the sauce and attempted to make another "burger"

Played at Toys R Us for a damn long time, and we even waited to play the Winnie The Pooh game.

Okay, I love my Girlfriend (:

2007-02-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

insulin, regular (injection, concentrated)
(in-su-lin)Humulin R, Insulin-Toronto, Novolin R, Iletin II Regular, Velosulin BR, Humulin R Regular U-500 (Concentrated)
ClassificationTherapeutic: antidiabetics, hormones Pharmacologic: pancreatics Pregnancy Category B

The above was what we had to do, a drug card, blah blah. Now I feel better cos all the projects and presentations are already done. And SAWI was just.... great (:

And the next thing that we have to focus now are the exams ): which apparently isn't the kind of thing which I like. But I secretly love the adrenaline (: DAMN IT, adrenaline also means epinephrine.

Clownfish brought back memories (: it was (((:

ANYWAY JERILYN ANN LO CHEN YING, did you receive my msg ? are you still alive ?

2007-02-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

But, my heart was not suppose to ache. It did not have any position to do so.

2007-02-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

EHH....
My heart kinda ached ):

2007-01-29T22:29:00.000+08:00

As promised, I have to blog to/about my beloved Girlfriend who has been taking care of me since the headache I have refuses to leave after I-don't-know how many days. It is definitely not a very good thing cos B has already stated in her blog the number of days to exams. ROARS.

Headed to her place yesterday intending to study, but the headache was torturing me, so I slept instead. She woke me up, felt my forehead, took the thermometer, but apparently I was not having a fever. She felt my forehead again, said I was slightly too warm, took a wet hanky and put it on my forehead. But being a grouchy person as I was not feeling well, I was kinda pissed off, but eventually felt loved (: She even patpat me to sleep (: Ultimate blissful

Thank you love, I cannot imagine everything's just so in place.

2007-01-25T03:00:00.000+08:00

I am proud to say that I have finish my NR proposal shit thing in 6 hours. And the 6 hours wasn't a good one, but all's well, that means I can have a free Friday (:

Now I am too tired ): I hope everyone can finish it on time (:
I need my sleep now (:

2007-01-22T22:58:00.000+08:00

Most presentations done, most projects done, BUT not all ): I guess the NR will be stressing out everybody next, and I haven't even started ):

I realised that there is a lack of pictures for the past many entries. So probably I will put up some up today.

On the way to Vivo, and apparently we were bored.

Just another day in school the retards.

My 2 very good friends (in school) besides Jer who always don't meet me. (But then again, who says good friends must meet that often)

And then, Jerilyn Ann Lo Chen Ying (your name damn long) you owe me a date since I don't know when, and we haven't been updating. Soon okay ?

2007-01-21T21:05:00.000+08:00

Why are all my project titles all so difficult that I feel like strangling my lecturers. They can happily say something on the day they give us our assignment and then change what they say on the day of presentation. asdfghjkl.

Besides that, open house has been quite alright, with those giving out popcorn, candyfloss and pancakes. Candyfloss wasn't as easy as it seemed and I had to give out many unsuccessful ones before a nice one came out.

My trapezius are aching and I think it is cos' I wasn't sleeping in the correct position and my right patella is aching cos' of the cold weather ): Not a very good sign.

My SillyOne braved the rain for a few days while I fell sick twice, and now that I am alright, it's her turn.

I am lazy to type already.

ehh damn it, fuck you lah.

2007-01-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

Once again, school has been a dread with only one day of resting and then back to rushing with projects. Popping panadols hasn't been very good either, but B was sweet enough to send me home despite being very late and not eating.

And finally, I am done with FON and the video crap, which makes me feel happy (:

Somehow a certain song always remind you during certain part of your life, I guess it occurs to everyone. It may not be the lyrics that makes sense about your life, but the song just plays that certain phase of your life. ( just like how the song Suki Yaki reminds me about **** thinking about *****, correct MichTan?)

I want to sleep already lar.
asdfghjkl is irritating.

2007-01-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

Stupid girlfriend made me cry cos she said if I could cry, she'll jump into Taka's fountain. But.... As usual, she lied. TSK ! And it was quite embarrassing cos' I saw asdfghjkl, but I don't know if she saw me. We tool damn long to decide on what to eat and in the end, our dinner was not even a dinner.

OH ! Managed to finish off 2 projects which will be due tomorrow. And after that, there will be one on Thursday, next Monday, and an individual one next Thursday. Speaking of which, not even a single one is started on yet.

So probably I won't be touching here till then (:

I don't know how much love this relationship contains,
but all i know, it's going to last for a life time.
god knows how much i love this girl.

2007-01-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

I have to blog first in order for the Idiot to blog. And because I really have nothing to blog cos presentations, projects and assignments are killing me. In fact, I think it's killing everyone ):

Training tomorrow and hopefully I will be able to get up on time, if not.... Errr, die. Repaired Baby's phone on Thursday and had her ezlink card replaced cos apparently she lost it AGAIN.

I am looking forward to tomorrow, so maybe I will blog tomorrow. That is if I don't feel lazy and blahblahblah.

All's well so far (:
Lovin' it.